It's one of those days. The kind where you truly wonder what happened to your life. The kind where you feel like you blinked your eyes for a brief fleeting moment and you've gone through 30 seasons...
Perhaps it's the rain. Maybe it's those still and silent nights you have night after night after night. Then again it could be the realization that you may have made the biggest mistake of your life. You almost forget what it was like to talk into the late hours of the night with the giggles and warmth that comes from the voice, the breath, and silence of the person on the other side. That's the kind of silence that's comforting. The kind where you know nothing has to be said yet absolute sense of peace arise knowing that they are just there. It's now a different kind of silence. One that's solicited, or not solicited.
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Evenings like tonight makes me miss you. Drives home like tonight makes me miss you. The rain falling without letting up at all makes me miss you.
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You almost forget the last time you were treated...like a human. You miss the humanity. You miss the compassion. You miss the love...
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You realize that the actions were the aftermath of your your decisions....my decision. It was my choice. I claimed it. I acknowledged it. I'm at account. I am accountable...
"...You drove me to places I'll never forget..."
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