Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Take me back...

Sometimes it takes a movie or a song to take you back...to that time where all the callous is removed and the heart is in its purest form- soft, vulnerable, and fragile.

It was refreshing. It is refreshing. I don't think I felt that certain emotion in a long time. I was reminded tonight that life is short and brief; and even more for others it's truly a fleeting moment that if you blink you'll miss it and may never experience it again. That's how I feel about many things in my life. I'm all about Carpe Diem because in a minute it can go away and possibly never.come.back. As dark and cynical as that may sound that's REALity. Tonight I'm reminded to be more grateful, kind, and gracefilled...

I realize that I may not have this tomorrow and that scares the living bajeebers out of me. That's why I want to hold on to many things just like my obsession to take pictures because as long as that picture exists whether it's in my mind, heart, or on a SIM card that moment will always exists.

I'm fearful but vow to be hopeful. That's all we got at the end of the day, right? This moment and this moment only. The rest of it, I hope, will be tattooed on my heart and mind forever...


"Everybody needs inspiration...everybody needs a song...a beautiful melody when the night's so long...'cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy"