One of those days

It's one of those days. The kind where you truly wonder what happened to your life. The kind where you feel like you blinked your eyes for a brief fleeting moment and you've gone through 30 seasons...
Perhaps it's the rain. Maybe it's those still and silent nights you have night after night after night. Then again it could be the realization that you may have made the biggest mistake of your life. You almost forget what it was like to talk into the late hours of the night with the giggles and warmth that comes from the voice, the breath, and silence of the person on the other side. That's the kind of silence that's comforting. The kind where you know nothing has to be said yet absolute sense of peace arise knowing that they are just there. It's now a different kind of silence. One that's solicited, or not solicited.


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Evenings like tonight makes me miss you. Drives home like tonight makes me miss you. The rain falling without letting up at all makes me miss you.


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You almost forget the last time you were treated...like a human. You miss the humanity. You miss the compassion. You miss the love...

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You realize that the actions were the aftermath of your your decisions....my decision. It was my choice. I claimed it. I acknowledged it. I'm at account. I am accountable...



"...You drove me to places I'll never forget..."

Titles

When did titles become so important?


If it sounds like a duck, acts like a duck...isn't it a duck? I didn't know that titles would always matter so much?

First

The significance of a first...

Why is it always so important to be first? Is it because life sometimes tells us in one shape or another that second means nothing? For so many of us, we were taught that It's important to come in first and be the first.

What about the biblical concept of "first is last...last is first"? If that's the case then your first shouldn't be all that important and it's really the signicifance of the last that truly matters...

So, with that being said here is my first entry. I guess we should keep a look out for the very last, since that weighs the most in significance... Well, for now, this is my first and last entry of the moment. :)

"You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you FIRST. I loved you FIRST..." ~Regina Spektor~

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